martje's place

Im so not well just a fluie thing but cant stop coughing and feel i been kicked about like no tomorrow.

so here I am at home, and getting very nostalgic, saw one of my old buddies on here and totally missed the wonderful times I spent on there,
It use to e the 1st last and place i look in the day, i loved that place so much, but I moved on and so did others from there I think but I so missed it, I would still see an OB film if one ever comes out here but it seems so long since he has done anything but get caught by the paps,
I went on OL this morning and felt so home sick for it but i dont seem to remember hardly anyone and so cant just jump back in after all this time, makes me sad.

im here in bed and got jeremy kyle on i have no idea what im doing watching it people are just so sad/scary but it makes me feel better about my life.

I still need to do some christmas shopping that wont happen til xmas eve now, just need a could of things, all cards sent out so thats one good thing.

well hope all has a wonderful xmas if I dont do another post

Once again time seems to have flown, I didn't even post then it was my birthday in august so should have cos I was spoilt silly and loved every moment apart from the getting yet another year older thing.

its nearly xmas and another year gone, I have had an awesome time this year, did lots LA going to a few cons over here, fallen totally in love with twilight and love the con I went to here,
spent time with friends old and new, I love I have made friends with wonderful people I wouldnt know if it wasnt for watch a film or a tv program, its a wonderful thing.
next year is going to be amazing too if not better, 2 cons abroad 3 here, thou I still have to buy tix for one of them, cant wait for January so I get that out the way.

I am feeling so good about life at mo,
I know the world can be a sad and horrible place and I have friends who have been or going threw bad times at mo, but I know it will all get better and there is more than light at the end of the tunnel.

Dont you just love my user pic???????? and yeah its really all I want for xmas!
the smellies I will get dont really measure up lol.